17-01-3311
19:32:11
Norma Expanse | Blaah Hypai FN-R D5-49
Entry 047
I apologise deeply for the extreme and severe delay in my log updates, as it has been..a few years, since I last made one of these. Getting into the centre of the galaxy is taxing on the mind and body. First thing that happened: I ran out of food on my ship due to a miscalculation on my part, and I was a sitting duck, so I had to call in some help from a friend, who came to rescue me. I was also going through a lot, mentally, separate from the food situation, but the food situation kind of made it worse. I knew that space madness and complete isolation in deep space throughout the journey was going to be something that ate away at me, I just didn’t know it could get this bad. The whole situation was a goddamn mess, so I decided to call off the journey for a while til I could get a grip on reality again.
I’ve spent much of my time winding down at various fleet carriers in the middle of deep space, as I’ve not wanted to go back to the bubble. I still want to complete my mission of going to the center of the galaxy, I just needed some time to think. I’ve been trying not to hitch any rides to further out places on those carriers, though. I do still want my journey to the center of the galaxy to be of my own doing, of course.
As I now currently have more motivation and spirit, and I have a much better plan for my food situations and can also plan my route based on the fleet carriers between me and Sagittarius A*, I think I’m in a lot better position than I was before. I’ve also allowed myself some proper time off, so I feel mentally and physically well enough to continue my journey. I’m genuinely almost half-way, now! It’s just…going to take some time.
Currently, as I type this, I’m in a planetary nebula which has a gorgeous neutron star in the centre of it, and also…a fleet carrier, who seems to be hanging just a tad bit too close to the neutron star. So close that I’m honestly a bit concerned. I will definitely not be landing on that carrier.
Anyways, I hope you like the pictures I’ve attached! Sorry there’s not many. There truly weren’t many planets in the nebula to look at. Just the nebula itself and the neutron star. My next stop will be another planetary nebula, and then after that, a very quick trip to the nearest fleet carrier in the Norma Arm. Hopefully one that hasn’t parked it’s rear end right in the face of a neutron star, this time!