3:06 pm Monday 2nd February 2026

how i've been handling the steam deck

okay soooo my dumbass totally forgot that i did not, in fact, make an update to my website's blog thing, sooo here it is lol. i did get the Steam Deck in the mail 2 weeks ago i think. so i've had some time to mess around with it and get used to playing on it, and it honestly has gotta be the best thing i've bought in whilleee. i've been playing a larger variety of games on the steam deck then i'm able to play on the computer, and they run sooo much more smoothly on the deck, and obvs i can play with higher graphics on there. warframe, WoW and elite dangerous (the main games i play) have NOT looked better. (funny how all my fav games are online ones...)

idk if i mentioned this or not, but i do have 2 blogs for games that i play, spore and elite dangerous. my elite dangerous blog is like, in-character and stuff, and is about the journies my character goes on in space (mostly relating to space exploration). i had sometimes played elite dangerous on and off on the computer before the steam deck, but now i can play it so easily on the deck so like, i've been able to keep my elite dangerous blog up-to date and such because of being able to play a lot more frequently. i am actually for once running out of posts in the queue for the blog so...idk what to actually do about that xD i usually have a buuunnnch of posts in the queue because i'm always doing stuff and so i'm always writing entries for the blog, but what i'm doing in the game atm is mostly grinding for credits soooo it's a lil boring. thankfully the activity i'm doing is basically scanning alien biology so i do at least get to take cool pictures and stuff for the blog anyways.

but uhh yeah. my steam deck experience? wonderful. i'm sooo enamoured with this thing. i'm really really happy i got it. i'm kinda sucky at aiming when it comes to like, first person and third person shooters and stuff (since warframe has guns and stuff) so i just need to get gud, as it were lol. i just need to practice a loooot. but i can slowly feel myself getting better. i'm pretty good at aiming with mouse & keyboard but suckkkk at aiming with controllers. practice makes perfect and all that :3

anyways that's all i gotta say! i'm in the middle of watching a movie with my buddy L sooo yeah xD i wrote most of this during a break we had where we got some snacks. i'll post this when the movie is done i think.

9:57 am Tuesday 6th January 2026

getting a steam deck soon!!!

i've been saving up a bit of money, and have decided that i wanted to give myself a late as hell christmas present: a steam deck!!! it's a big ass purchase, being almost $900 australian dollars for the 512gb version, but i think i'll have the money for it! i'm going for the steam deck because while a few games run fine on my current computer, there are just some games in my steam library that i can't play on my computer, like Darksiders 3 or DOOM, which i wanna play sooo bad. I've also learned I could potentially play World of Warcraft on it using some addons like ConsolePort and such, and the steam deck will probably be able to run it better than my computer xD

another thing is that my online games may run better on the steam deck than on my computer, based on how my old computer reacted to bad internet connections and lag. while i do get lag on WoW and bad connections sometimes, especially in the middle of the day, on my old computer the lag was like. expected and the game wasn't like, unplayable. on my current computer, tho...the lag due to a bad connection becomes worse, somehow. more noticeable and more unplayable. more freeze-framing and such. sometimes full on crashes in places where i'd never crash before on my older shittier laptop. and that's with all online games, not just WoW (such as Warframe or Elite: Dangerous), so i'm hoping whatever the fuck is causing that on my current laptop won't be such an issue on the steam deck.

i've also learned that the steam deck is a powerhouse for like, emulation apparently? so i'll be playing a lot of older games on there too :3 and some newer ones. the most "recent" pokemon game i've played was...Pokemon White 2, and anything past that i just haven't had access too (never owned a 3DS or a switch), so i figure...get a steam deck, and i can emulate basically all console games from the past and maybe even the future, too! anyways that's my update :3

7:34 am Thursday 25th December 2025

happy holidays!!! also another big update

hello again, another update on me life and stuff! it's christmas for me right now lol. i'm up early so I can get a bunch of stuff done, mostly with my art. my fam doesn't really do presents anymore because it's too expensive and shit. we're only having a christmas roast because I was the one paying for all the food (I don't have a huge amount of money, but I had a bit more than my mum did). so presents aren't really a thing for us anymore, but we still decorate, I still wear christmas earrings, and we still have a christmas roast lol. we have it with potatoes, carrots, onions and a little sweet potato and it's cooked in honey so it has a nice sweet taste that combines so nicely with the meat and vegetables. anyways i'm gonna stop drooling over food and i'm going to write about some new stuff going on!

so, first of all, i've gotten into a new game called Warframe! I've been having a lot of damn fun with it, and i've got two frames now! I started out with Volt because I like the lightning/electricity ability :3 I also chose to use a bow an arrow and a fast slicing sword as my main weapons, as well as a little pistol for when I need to shoot down stuff really fast. like those little drones that shoot at you and are super fucking annoying lmao. here's my Volt!

then i eventually acquired a few different blueprints for different frames, and rhino seemed to be the easiest to make, and was recommended to me (alongside a bunch of other frames) by a more experienced player as being a good second frame to chose, so I made a Rhino!!! And ohhh myyy goodddd he looks sooo fucking cool.

anyways yeah I'm enjoying warframe and totally want to draw my frames at some point xD but maybe later. for i have other things to do! namely, work on a big ass project for fun, but also to put in my portfolio!

yes, i finally bit the bullet and made a professional portfolio website for all of my best art. it's on neocities over here!!! i'm actually really proud of how it turned out because of the way that the gallery works!!! i got a working gallery that if you click on each individual image it zooms it in instead of taking you to an individual page. it's only got the most detailed art on there, but i wanna add more stuff, so i will probably be drawing more art specifically just for the portfolio, and it won't show up here on this personal website unless i like. really really want to show it off xD

last thing to mention before i log off to go draw is that i'm also working on a big project atm for myself (for fun, but also for the portfolio). it's gonna be an animatic thing, but it will take forever to make because 1. it will be almost 6 minutes long and 2. it will be illustrated like the images seen on my portfolio website- kind of in the style of the WoW Lords of War videos that Blizzard did for the diff orcish warlords in WoD. so um. who fucking knows how long THAT'S gonna take. but it'll be WoW related and it'll go along to a song, obviously. i'm storyboarding it atm because yeah, it's gonna require THAT amount of preparation and effort, just to get it all ready for the actual real sketches.

i will make a whole "how i made the animatic" thing on my portfolio website when it's eventually done, and the animatic will be posted on my youtube and stuff. but atm, i'm just slowly getting through the storyboarding process. i'm treating it less like a sprint and more like a marathon, just doing little bits at a time each day until i eventually get it done. i'm doing at least 1 storyboard page a day (6 small panels with very basic sketches in them, just to get the point across) until the storyboard is done. then, i'll move onto full-sized sketches with all the frames of the entire animatic. then, i'll put it all together in a mock-up/demo video with the sketches to ensure the whole thing works well together, adding and removing frames and scenes as i see fit until it's how i want it. then, after i'm sure it all works well, i'll start ACTUALLY illustrating the frames. like a crazy person. all in all, it will probably take well over a year to complete, so don't expect to see anything anyyyytime soon. but if i can get this bitch ass project done, it'll be a massive display of my skills as an artist and might actually land me a job or something. here's hoping all goes well!!!!

12:19 pm Monday 24th November 2025

kitty cat acquisition!!!!

so as you can probably see from my website, the entire time I have had an "all hail jerry" button that goes to my #jerry tag on my personal tumblr. jerry is an orange cat that does not actually belong to me, but one of my neighbours (we'll call her M) who lives in the same flats as me, but M lives in the flat on the end, where as me and my mum live in the flat in the middle. so I saw jerry every day and pet him every day and whenever his owner would go on a trip, we would take care of him until she got back. I love him lots and lots and lots. I even took him to the vet myself once when M wasn't able to!

welll…it seems that now I will be owning jerry as my own cat!!! we haven't done the full owner transfer yet and jerry is still living over at M's flat, but it will be happening VERY soon, as M must move out by January so that the real-estate can fix up that flat's mold problem, which requires ripping up the floorboards and such. the mold problem occurred when M's kitchen pipes busted open for some reason and her entire place started to flood :( it took us too long to figure out how to turn the entire flat's water off, but when we did, there was like 1-3 inches of water in the flat. which you can imagine cause a lot of fucking problems. including BLACK MOLD!!!!! the mold is making M really sick (and it's not good for her pets either) so she needs to move. but the real-estate is specifically MAKING her move so they can address the issues with the flat first, which will probably take a while, meaning there cannot be a tenant living there while they fix it up.

unfortunately, as a result of all of this, M isn't sure she can take Jerry with her, as she is actually really allergic to cats despite owning jerry, and on top of the mold making her sick, Jerry is ALSO making her sick, too. she asked me if I wanted to take Jerry and I immediately said yes! because the other option was giving jerry away to someone else, and that idea made me wanna cry because...jerry is a positive being in my life and if he were to leave and go to SOMEONE ELSE I would be incredibly upset and distraught. it would be different if M moved out and took Jerry with her- at least I would know that Jerry was with someone he knew and loved. But jerry would be going to a stranger if I didn't take him. So my mind was already made up on what was going to happen. my mum doesn't like cats, though and the only way I got her to agree to letting me keep jerry in the flat was if I promised to try and get enough money to move ^^; which requires me getting a job which is notoriously difficult in my town to do (I have not succeeded once. insert melting emoji here). but some other people are gonna be helping me out so I have a better chance of getting a job and such, so not all hope is lost! my mum is willing to tolerate a cat in the house if she knows that it's temporary and not permanent. and i'll also be helping to make sure that jerry and mum get along and that whatever issues my mum is worried about with jerry will be stuff I can figure out the solution to.

but uh yeaahh. jerry acquisition!!!! my dream cat!!!! my baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!!!!!! now I don't have to feel weird that i'm gonna have a full on jerry shrine in my website for someone else's cat because it WON'T be someone else's cat...he'll be mine!!! i'm also making a tumblr blog for jerry but won't be posting on it or sharing it until Jerry is legally mine (after we've both signed the ownership transfer forms). but once he's mine i'll share the blog with you guys on here and i'll be writing about the things i'm doing to make him happy and such. I've never owned a mammal as a pet before but I know cat body language from interacting with jerry and know his personality and have done a LOT of research about cats long before I ever thought jerry would be my silly little boy, so I feel like i'm not super clueless about stuff. i'll just be patient and careful and do what I can to make jerry happy 🧡

11:29 am Wednesday 29th October 2025

210k visitors and other stuff!!!

so, first of all, my website has hit over 210,000 views!!! That's a lot of views! Whether that's new people coming in to come have a look at my website or repeat visitors, that's a pretty big accomplishment! That's basically 100k views a year, given that the website is only 2 years old. I'm really proud of myself for creating this website and putting as much stuff on it as I did, even if it'll never really be "done", as it were.

second of all...I've been really busy with both commissions as well as...well...playing WoW, specifically Legion: Remix! Which I've been having a BLAST with. I've been 2-manning most mythic dungeons (including mythic keys), and also heroic raids with my healer friend lol. they've got like, the highest ilvl for their priest, and are crazy good at healing people. And I've been on my protection paladin, tanking shit. we almost fully did the entirety of heroic nighthold last night...but gul'dan was impassable 💔 for the time being, at least....we'll get him soon. I just need to gear the fuck upppp. Maybe i'll make a WoW page for this paladin character.....I've got enough cool screenshots so the page wouldn't be empty, at least. lol.

also uh. idk I've just been happy. playing games with friends, staying away from tumblr for a bit (you know how ppl are on there). I should honestly do more stuff for my website, write more entries for this journal, or idk draw more stuff. I've got a garrosh/saurfang drawing I've been cooking up for a friend (same healer friend lol). so you'll see that...eventually. lmao

alsooooo I've been dipping my toes into rping on WoW too! I've done it twice now, mostly with friends...I'm a little too nervous to just walk up to people and randomly start chatting. I feel like I need a realllyyyy good reason to do that....blargh. Idk how people do that tbh lmao. But um...if you're on WrA and regularly attend the Tirisfal Theatre Troup plays/events...I'm always attending those on my horde dracthyr warlock, Cynder!

but yeah. um. if you wanna play WoW with me hit me upppp!!!! i'm willing to do literally whatever: quests, raids, dungeons, silly shenanigans/fucking around, roleplay, etc. My battle.net tag is Kiunlo#2438 !!! just lemme know that you saw my tag on my website or whatever lol :3

11:29 pm Friday 1st August 2025

A new discord server for Aboriginal people! and other stuff i'm up to

So, as of late I've managed to see some of the most racist insane bullshit ever on tumblr, and I came across a slightly older post of mine that I made maybe a month or two ago where I said that I wanted to make a discord server for my fellow Aboriginal mutuals, followers, or just anyone who was Aboriginal or Torres Strait Islander..,and I thought to myself, "fuck it" and bit the bullet it and made the server! It's for Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islanders only, so we can talk amongst ourselves in peace without needing to worry about whitefella or anything like that. Idk if there's any Aboriginal people on neocities or who read anything on my website...but on the slightest chance that there is, and you wanna join, dm me on tumblr and i'll send the invite link!

I wanted to make it for a while, and I started working on it a few days ago, and as I was in the middle of setting everything up and writing the rules and such, I came across a post by @creatingblackcharacters on tumblr, where they got an ask by someone who...technically in good faith had asked (white-ly and ignorantly) why Black people needed spaces for themselves that didn't include whitefella. the answer that Ice gave (the person who runs @creatingblackcharacters) was quite apt, but alsooo the entire ask just had me laughing cuz it's like. my answer is cuz whitefella are fucking annoying and they ask stupid shit like that all the time and make learning about other people's cultures and lifestyles about THEM and their comfort and their curiosity rather than like...idk shutting the fuck up and just listening? I remember a time way back in the early 2010s on tumblr where it was common to tell whitefella to sit down and shut up and listen when people are talking about their own people's issues and such, especially when it comes to racism, and it really felt like back then that people were more willing to do so, most likely cuz there WERE way more Black people, POC and Indigenous people on tumblr before so many of those blogs were deleted or banned or they were chased off (during both the porn ban era and also I believe the first time trump was elected). but now that it's a massive and huge white echo chamber, people feel so bold now to be ignorant and clueless and. well fucking white- in an annoying way.

I've specifically seen so much negative and racist shit about Aboriginal people on tumblr the past few days and idk I just need a huge break from that place right now. But atm the server has like...2 real people in it, me and someone else lol. the other accounts are just the bot I added for modding and my alt account which I tested the moderation on lmao. but once there's way more people in the server I'll probably be taking a break from tumblr and only checking my notifications to see if there's anyone that wants to join the server and stuff. Also idk I just been posting a lot about Aboriginal stuff and having actually nice people come on my posts and support me feels nice I hope that continues and shit.

on a similar not but kinda different, I been working on 3 different articles for the "thinkpieces" area I made recently, it's just taking some time for me to like, finish them. they're all in some ways related to being Aboriginal and such, but the one that uh, requires the *least* amount of research and is basically me just kinda rambling on in an informative way is about white authors and their privilege to not need to do any research on other people's cultures, and how that ends up in alienating their audience of Black, Indigenous and POC readers. And it also kinda includes shit about me complaining about american-centrism and defaultism. it's all fucking connected I swear ok. lmao. anyways that's this journal update thingy whatever. I am working on my articles/essays/thinkpieces or whatever you wanna call them it just takes time ya know?

P.S. my new mouse arrived so now I don't gotta worry about fucky wucky bullshit anymore YAY

1:41 pm Saturday 26th July 2025

My fucky wucky mouse and other bullshit going on in my life

soooo it's been a hot fucking minute since I've made a goddamn post on my silly little blog, so I figured i'd make one. my whole month has been a littled fucked up. actually the whole year. I remember seeing a post on tumblr where someone said "2025 is like being awake during surgery" and tbh that feels so fucking accurate.

so. first of all, this year has been the year of UTI's for me. I've had three of the cunts this year and all of them have lasted over 2 weeks, the most recent one that I JUST got over having lasted over a MONTH. I was sick of taking anti-biotics and didn't want to gain a resistance to them so I decided to try out d-mannose instead (which isn't anti-bacterial) and tho it took me longer for the UTI to go away while taking them (tbf by the time I started taking d-mannose the UTI had been around for about a month already lol so it was always gonna take a bit longer for it to go away), it DID go away. I'm finally no longer in pain AND I can take some meds that aren't anti-bacterial to fight UTI's in the future which is fucking baller.

then of course, my ex-gf died in her sleep in February kind of out of nowhere. She had a lot of health problems tbf, and her and her family kind of knew that this type of thing was definitely a possibility, I guess we just never thought it would actually happen. I'm still kind of in denial, I still don't really know how to feel. I guess it didn't help that her new bf was all like "I don't want to confirm or deny any internet rumours" whenever anybody asked, even though he was literally the dude to break the news to everyone in the first place lmfao (my buddy took a screenshot of the message made in the discord server the announcement was made in and showed me). Maybe him acting a little sus did not fucking help me to be able to actually grieve properly since I was just fucking questioning whether or not the dude was telling the truth, since no one in her family was really like...confirming it to any of her friends or whatever. It's made it harder to grieve for sure. But she's not had any activity on any of her social media at all for months since February so I gotta believe it's really true.

On a completely unrelated note, every single computer mouse in this house is busted as hell in some way, shape or form, EXCEPT FOR ONE MOUSE, which is in perfect condition. And I decided to give the perfect condition mouse to my mum (I was originally using it) and dug up an older wireless mouse whose left click button does NOT work. I've basically gone into my mouse settings and changed the right button into the left click function, and have used a program called Autohotkeys to change the tab key into the right click function. Which is totally fine when editing documents or just browsing the internet. Not so fine when trying to fucking play World of Warcraft! and me and my friends are supposed to be doing Sanctum of Domination tomorrow on mythic (old content I know but we want to see if the mounts will drop! I already managed to get Sylvanas' bow for my Sylvanussy transmog, I just want the mounts to drop for somebody, ANYBODY. Cuz that'd be sick.

Also, I think I'm done drawing for artfight now. I've decided to work on a piece of one of my own characters. I got a lot of it done yesterday but I still have more to draw and some shit I have to fix about the drawing before I go any further, you know? Peace out for now.

9:03 am Tuesday 24th June 2025

artfight soon and other things im up to

heyo, a little update to my blog! I've been really sick the past few weeks, and have only kinda started to feel a little better. artfight is coming up soon and i'll be participating! i'll mostly be focusing on drawing transformer characters since I've been re-watching TFP recently, and i'll hopefully be doing sketches as well as fully-detailed images, so I get to do more attacks. and hopefully as a result get some more revenges hehe. since I seem to get 3 attacks done to me each year (lmao)

i've been also working on two new thinkpieces, that have kinda been taking up a lot of time, tbh. they both kinda related to AI but they're also about other shit, too. their titles are: *AI and the exploitation of Australian Aboriginal people* and *We've forgotten how to appreciate art*. they'll be done when I get them done, it takes a while to write shit like that even if all it is, is an opinion piece. idk which one i'll get done first, but they'll get don eventually.

12:39 pm Friday 25 April 2025

WOAGGH

update on my stupid gay baka life: been chilling. was sick for a while. kept getting sick in every way imaginable. nausea and dizziness? check. cough? check. cold? check. uti? check. i was getting SICKKKK!!! but i feel better now. i think my body was just kinda going through it but i think i'll be okay now. i been going to bed at reasonable times and waking up early. i have been drawing and writing a litttlleeee bit more. i'm making progress on that sketch commission that i've been too ill to work on for 6 months 💀 i have been playing WoW a lot with my buddy L lately which has been fun! uhhh yeah lol.

also on the topic of WoW, I have been making a lotttt of characters lately. silly ones that are basically supposed to be, like, doppelgangers of WoW NPCS. I want to make more WoW character pages but they can take all day to make just 2 or 3...and idk I don't feel like I have a lot of screenshots for any of them that are like, "natural" screenshots that i just took in the moment. i guess it doesn't really matter tho. my pages can look however i want and i dont think most people looking at my website care much LMAO

anyways yeah. idk i'm just trying to be a normal human person i guess. feel like i been failing at that.

5:01 pm Tuesday 18th March 2025

taking break from tumblr. and other shit i'm up to.

idk i'm just fucking tired of tumblr. had a dream that a friend on there was being mean to me and also racist for some reason (made no sense in the logical waking world) and every time i go on there i see some stupid negative bullshit that i just don't care about so i've logged out and i guess i'll go back later.

as for what i've been doing lately...well i'm still trying to take care of the fleas. there's not nearly as many as before. i'm just trying to stay on top of the whole..cleaning shit. i vacuumed today. i was meant to do it a few days ago but i had legit no energy AT ALL. i been tired a lot. not really depressed, just tired. i just wanted to sleep.

i been playing a new game, tho. catlevanis: symphony of the night! i've been playing the ps1 version on a ps1 emulator on my computer (duckstation), and i've been having a total blast. i'm up to the beelzebub boss, but i think i'm a littttlee too weak to kill him just yet, so i'll be exploring the rest of the upside down castle to see if i can get some better items and maybe some more life and heart-ups. buttt yeah.

i've also been playing the undermined stuff in WoW, but i been procrastinating on doing that shit so i'm a little behind on it tbh. there's lots of quests...the place is so crowded...i keep crashing my car. idk what i'm doing. but i like the fucking music!!!! YEHHAWWW JAZZ BABY!!!!! i fucking love jazz. i cum for jazz.

anyways sorry i haven't updated my silly website in a while. it's my bad. i just got shit going on, you know? i think i kinda wanna write stuff today. i'm in the mood. i think i can get some writing done. yeahhhhh.

12:51 pm Thursday 6th March 2025

THE FLEASS....NOT THE FLEASS!!!!!

hello. jerry gave me fleas and i have spent a whole week vacuuming, throwing baking soda everywhere, covering myself in itch-relieving cream and bug repellent, spraying my room with bug killing spray, washing all of the fucking blankets and pillows and plushies and clothes and god knows what else. i will kill these fleas. i wear spooky scary skeleton halloween gloves to bed to cover my entire body with clothe so that the fleas have nothing but my face to bite (and they are far to cowardly to do so). it is cold. it is raining. the battle against the fleas has not ceased. i will be the victor. i will be the champion. i am the destroyer of fleas. they cannot stop me.

1:44 pm Monday 24th February 2025

ambulance bills, flag cursors and rp events!

hey thereeeee here is an update on what's been going on!

first thing's first...you know that hospital visit i talked about in a previous blog entry? weellll....i knew it was coming, but i got an ambulance bill in the mail recently, that was $469....basically almost 500 fucking dollars! i made a post on my tumblr asking ppl to help me out cuz i couldn't pay the bill on my own and i'm legit almost close to my goal...it's literally only been 2 days since that post and so many people have helped already...it's crazy what having a decent amount of followers and mutuals and friends who really care about you can really do when shit hits the fan for you. granted it's a small bill when you consider all the other people on tumblr and the internet in general have to deal with...but it's just been wonderful seeing people really showing up for me when things are tough.

second thing i've actually talked about it on my tumblr before, but i've actually been working on a new cursor project! this is the largest amount of cursors i've ever made....since i'm doing all of the world's flags (including countries, territories, colonies and even indigenous people's flags)! I've done...a lot, already. Definitely over 100. But I'm still barely half-way there 😭 I make a decent amount of progress each day, but it is very time consuming. I do find it to be fun, though!

also I'm about to go to an RP event on WoW for the first time??? it's like, a theatre/play sort of thing!!! i'm a bit nervous but i'm just gonna be, like...and audience member. as my rogue. so i can be hidden. because i want to stay as an observer. and also cuz my character is literally a doppelganger of Genn Greymane which will definitely get me a lot of attention 💀 lmfao. uhhh please wish me luck i am so scared.

3:46 pm Tuesday 18th February 2025

site optimisation and stickers for my notebooks

ummm so i’ve been optimising the site a lot as of late. just trying to make it load faster n stuff. focusing less on adding new pages (besides the new dress-up game of course) and just, crunching down the images to be less big n stuff. introducing lazy loading to many of the images on the website (which i should’ve been doing in the first place tbh) etc. i think for the next week i will focus on doing image descriptions until they’re all done. because i’ve had that on my agenda for a while, and while i’ve made a lot of progress, i haven’t yet got all of the images on my website described just yet. i’m not the best at image descriptions, i’ll admit. but i do my best to be concise with them. to make sure all the important info is in there without bloating the word count too much or describing shit that’s not really that important and would be a slog to read (something i find people do a lot when describing images on tumblr and shit. like dude you don’t need to do all that, just get the key info and be done with it already 😭) idk if i should do the same with the pictures on my blog or not, since i rarely put pictures in here.. but i think i should just be like...consistent about the whole thing. if i’m doing it for the art images and other stuff then i should do it for the pictures in my blog entries too.

anyways ummmm. i got new stickers yesterday :3 asked my mum to get me like, maybe one or two from the shops (i gave her 4 dollars to do so) but she came back with 7!!! and they’re all so good!

Sooo in the picture we got rainbow stickers, sparkly and holographic star stickers, realistic animal stickers (they’re photographs), two different cartoon-y dragon stickers, some dinosaur stickers, and some like...really early disney-style heart stickers.

I like em all a lot. i think my favs are the animals, the stars, the rainbows and the hearts! but they’re all super cool lol. i’m growing a collection of stickers, now!

2:51 pm Saturday 15th February 2025

i'm stupid LOL

sooo my dumbasss has been using the html comment box allll wrong. I uhhh didn't realise there were options to force users to use an email to prevent spam (which i've been having an issue with lately) until i went back on their website to look at the script options (facepalm). Soo I figured that out!!! yayyy!! less likely chance of spam!!! weehheeee!!! i wish i had figured that out weeks ago though LMFAO. I also have decided to pay for the "professional plan" which is like. 7 dollars a month so i can IP and email ban people (idk why that's not a fucking free feature but whatever). It also removes the company's branding from my guestbook which is a bonus!!! idk how long i'll stay with this particular company since i have my gripes with it, but if i do move over to a different type of guestbook then i got the option to export all my comments so that's good :3

also uhh i finished my dress-up game yesterday!!! i had a lot of fun making it! my friends have already shown me what they've done and the first thing that happened was that one of my friends used the pride pins as pasties for batman's nipples LMFAOOOO. i was like...this 🤏 close to adding pasties too. i was also supposed to add scars but...i forgor...

anyways ummm i'm tired. i'm gonna like. chill out, today. also for once i'm not playing WoW everyday so. i guess that's a good thing? that i know i'm not fully addicted to the game and i can, in fact, lose interest in it. was a bit worried there for a second lol. anywayssssssssss uhhhh bye.

12:04 pm Wednesday 12th February 2025

both elated and annoyed

sooo, i guess i'll start with the bad news first to get it out of the way. cloudflare has blocked file garden and apparently did so without even notifying the site owner. this is the second time that something this stupid has happened regarding file garden (not the owners fault) and i'm honestly getting quite sick of it.

in case you missed it, a month ago the aussie ISP Telstra blocked file garden for like a day or so which broke a ton of aussie webdev's websites on their end, which was annoying, but at least it was a bit more...localised. people in other countries wouldn't see a change to aussie's websites but other aussies who used telstra certainly would. it got sorted very quickly, but it was still annoying.

but now it's cloudflare blocking file garden and so it's a lot more of a bigger issue now since it's not just localised to 1 country anymore. hopefully the issue gets sorted out soon since the owner of file garden is working on it, but he did say that it usually takes a few days just to get a response.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sooo, at this point my main goal is to just edit my css files to have it so that if the .cur file of the bat-hand cursor doesn't load properly, it'll just use the regular pink batsymbol cursor that's used on most of the website anyways. Since this seems to be a recurring issue.

also, other horrible shit that happened a few days ago: i got so supremely dizzy at the faire because of all the rides i went on that i almost fainted. and then i was nauseous. and then i had an anxiety attack. and all of that combined was a lovely little hospital visit overnight until i was actually better (they gave me anti-nausea and anti-anxiety meds which helped sooo much). but uhh yeah i'm okay now. my body is just kinda fragile tbh.

anyways um. how about onto that good shit i said i was gonna talk about???

wellll. I'm making a fricking dress-up game!!! yeahh!!!! it's specifically gonna be a batman dress-up game, and i'm going to be making it just using draggable divs with javascript. everything else is just html and css stuff. it'll be a very simple game, but a cool one nonetheless! I've already completed drawing the "doll" (aka bruce) as well as a abunch of bat-suits. but it'll also be adding regular clothes in case people just because i don't want it to be too boring. i dont want a situation where ppl are only able to make canon-batsuits without even a little bit of variety or flare or stuff.

5:31 pm Sunday 26th January 2025

My tumblr blogs and other things

sorry, it's been a minute since i've made an update to my online journal lol. I have a real life journal and a personal blog that I use for my mnay random thoughts, and i get so busy i do sometimes forget to write shit here on my own website. i dont really know how many people actually even read this stuff anyway, but i guess it's not a big deal or whatever. i always come back anyways. because i only ever associate neocities with positive experiences and stuff, i just never have much to say or pages to update.

today, though, i did have to add a new page, as well as a new thing at the front page of my website for aussie visiters. but you can read all that over there, i'm not gonna rephrase myself lol. so i figured while i was doing all that, i'd tell you about what i'm doing.

my spore blog is going really well. i'm getting better at making stuff in spore, i made like two megabuilds of WoW characters, and everybody is very impressed and amazed with my incredible spore skills!

i also decided to revive an old sideblog of mine, which was related to the game Elite: Dangerous. The basic gist of the blog is that it is written entirely in-character of my OC Aiden, who is the charatcer I play as in-game, and he's a space explorer who likes to go around the deep edges of the Milky Way galaxy to take up-close-and-personal photographs of various nebulae and other stellar objects! And each blog post is an entry in his online journal that he posts to the Galnet (like the internet but it's galactic rather than just on earth lol). And I'm basically playing Elite: Dangerous as if I am my character Aiden, and the screenshots I take are his photographs. It's genuinely been so fun getting back into it. If any of you guys are curious...the blog is cmdr-consortia.tumblr.com !!

2:39 pm Monday 6th January 2025

Happy new year!!!

hello, it is the new year! i have kinda been neglecting my website a bit and for that i apologise, i just haven't had much motivation to update it. i mostly update my website when i've posted new art n such but i haven't been drawing a whole lot as of late so...my bad!

for the new years, i'm hoping i can draw a bit more. i'm hoping in general that i can just push myself to be a bit more productive, by setting reminders and goals for myself. i've started using daylio again (i used to a few years ago but stopped for some reason), and it's been helpful for me understanding my moods, and also tracking my health n activities that i do each day. this is mostly what i'm using to help me set goals n reminders. i hope to journal more in my physical journal, but also i hope to make more posts here as well!

i've honestly mostly been playing WoW, so i figure maybe i can kick myself up my ass and make a WoW page to showcase all of my cool characters and their transmogs n stuff! because i think all my characters r super cool :3

anyways have a happy new year and i hope everyone's years all go really well! i am manifesting a good year for us all ♥

4:43 am Monday 9th December 2024

been busy with stuff

theyooo, been a bit busy as of late so i forgot to update my little journal. i was putting up some LED lights in my room which took a while (i had to rearrange everything in my room to be able to get the ladder in all the corners of my room lol). then i made the genn greymane cursors. then i made a new sideblog on tumblr for all of my spore creations and stuff (and i hope to make a spore-related area here on my website!). i've also been updating all my blogs on tumblr to add pinned posts and additional information about myself and such. just been too busy to draw or do anything to this website atm.

1:26 pm Sunday 10th November 2024

Over 100,000 visitors thus far!

Sooo I just looked at my website's like, analytics and stuff and apparently i've had over 107,000 visitors??? That's...quite a lot, actually! It's crazy to me the amount of people (or at least, repeat visitors) may have purposefully clicked on my website to see what was up. 107,000 people is a bonkers number in my opinion!!! Ummm, so thanks to all the people who have looked at my website and stuff, even if you haven't said anything to me ♥ I really appreciate it